I'm having a heck of a time writing my Victim Impact Statement. It's completely stressing me out, I'm pretty sure I'm shedding even more hair than usual.
I have no idea how to start. I hate everything I write.
How do you summarize the impact on your life in a few short pages? How on earth am I supposed to explain and properly capture just how important Craig was to me and how big a hole his absence has left in my world?
I have a million notes, 10 or 15 different paragraphs started. I just can't get it right, though.
I want the judge and the defendant to grasp the enormity of this, of what has happened. I want them to feel how much this hurts, to really get it. The problem is, I don't think I can. I don't think there are enough words in the world to make them understand.
So what the heck am I supposed to do?
I am down to the wire here... just a couple days left to finish it and make it count before it gets submitted.
I can't stop procrastinating.
This is the most important thing I've ever had to write and I've never felt so utterly incapable.